New attitude

I just realized something...when I was with Dusty and I would see happy couples, and I would get jealous. I would be angry because I didn't have that. I had someone that I had to bribe to take a photo with me. I was with someone who didn't know a thing about me. I was in love with someone who didn't love me back. I had to force myself to smile. But now, I can hear about, or read about, happy couples, and I smile. Not only for them, but for myself, because I have hope that it can happen to me.